As Lou Lou stated "ouch" and then 3mth residential rehab "Oh shit, you poor bastard" Been there done that and it ain't fun. Which one you going to? If its church or religion based (salvo's) they will try to indocrinate you and bash you senseless with the bible and 12 step program, ""12-Step recovery model - as part of your recovery, you will be required to work through the “12-Steps”. This involves admitting your powerlessness, coming to believe there’s a Power greater than you who can help you, and making a commitment to hand your will and your life over to the care of that Power. This is consistent with The Salvation Amy’s belief that through God all things are possible ""(Salvation Army-The Bridge Program - A Bridge to new life website). My opinion 'Piss off, there is no one greater than me, my life belongs to me, not some god or higher power' this attitude does not sit well with the churchies
This sort of program may work for some people and if you need this then fine do so.
If it's hospital based, it can be a breeze. Lots of NA meetings and more 12 steps but not as full on as the religous clowns.
If its Odessey House, ooooohhhh f%$k, rather you than me. But if its just pot your getting off of (Ha Ha), then they shouldn't send you there.
Go with the flow,
They try to make it emotional, be aware of this. Don't let them if you don't want to
have an awareness of yourself and where you are at. And stick to it
The time will fly, if you play the game, 3mths no worries
I was sent for 3mth rehab and fucked it up, rebelled against them and didn't play the game. So on top of the 3 I got another 9mths in rehab. Thats 12 months of head fucks. I would have rather gone inside by the end, from a nice little hospital detox rehab centre to a lock the doors, random piss tests, 12 step program meetings morning and night hell hole.
Believe me go with the flow. Or they could return you to that nice little room with bars on the windows, to finish your time.
Just Some Advice from somebody thats done it (The wrong way).
There's only one way I get my 'greens'
and it ain't by eating them.
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survivors too..god bless em
More compassion in this world is what we need!