Thnx - it took..a lot...taking on some responsibility was what helped me turn the corner. As for doctors, agree, they have their uses, I still see a doctor every 3 months as part of my 'recovery'. However, and Ill use my doctor as an example, they almost fear MM, my doctor is just totally against it - he used to be a police surgeon(actually met him when I was doing fine time in the cells, 30 years ago) is the exact type Merl1n describes, he loves pharma reps and when I had my court problem(Commerciable ammout cultivation, not intentional, they just grew huge)he made me jump through hoops I didn't need to jump through. Guess I'm not the most objective but I feel I have good reason where the medical profession goes - my mother has a stroke, they wanted me to pull the plug, I refused, she recovered and lived another3 years here with us. Like what you're saying regards the factors for gene 'problems' - staying positive, good air(as in low pollution), food that is grown, all so important. I've been a gardener/grower for 40 of my 50 plus years and the changes I've seen just in the soil and sun strength is scarey if real. I only say that because I have a bias for the environment, had a creek in my backyard as a kid till they fked it up. Growing/gardening, creating life so to speak...can't be beaten for mine...