adsybro Posted June 30, 2015 Report Share Posted June 30, 2015 Hi sorry i had no idea where to put this and i really wanted to share this to get some feedback so sorry in advance I am a somewhat normal 16 year old guy with just a little bit of depression a times i guess anyways a couple of weeks ago i had the weirdest and most scary night of my life after trying weed for the first time, i stayed over at a friends house, i will call him friend1 and one of my other friends came aswell he is friend2, friend2 bought the weed to friend1's house and he had no idea. When we all were about to go to bed me and friend1 rolled some joints to smoke it was my first time and friend2 has been smoking for a while before this. Anyways i was really nervous and excited at the same time to smoke it for the first time, when we were finished rolling the joints we walked out the house into the backyard which thinking about it now was probably the worst idea ever because he lives on a lot of land and it was basically pitch black, the only light we had was my friends iPhone and the burning joints, i started to inhale and coughed like hell every inhale as i would try to hold in the smoke, after about 5-10 minutes of smoking i didnt really notice anything but the next thing i know it was basically like something else took control of me and i just freaked the fuck out i was so scared trying to control myself but couldn't and i quickly handed the joint back to my friend and told him we gotta go inside because i was so freaked out and he said ok and tried to tell me everything would be ok in a worried tone then i just grabbed onto him and held him so tight and as we were walking back into the house i was freaking out at everything especially these two tall trees above us i could hear the birds moving around in them and it freaked me out so much, i even started to bite him on the shoulder which was weird as fuck now that im remembering it again, then we got inside after a long walk because i was so off my face i could barely walk and he kept trying to tell me to be quiet so that friend1's parents wouldnt wake up, when we got inside i was walking around not knowing wtf was happening to me then i layed down on the floor face first just shaking uncontrollably but not like seizure shaking just normal shaking as if i was cold or something then i cant really remember what happened after that then i remember we were sitting on the bed, my fri was not fully buzzed yet so he could still help me and try and control me, we were just sitting there talking about random shit and he started to get really worried because he had never experienced or seen anything like what was happening to me before, he was trying so hard to help me and kept telling me everything was going to be ok and it will go away soon but he got so scared and was about to go and get my friends parents to do something but luckily he didnt instead he just started crying and saying sorry for giving me the weed and i was so fkn sad and upset that i was making him go through this but i couldnt do anything i told him it was not his fault and all the while we were sitting on the bed he said every 3 minutes or so i would look him in the eye and he got so happy because he thought i was back and so did I!, but then it just came back and i was fucked again, everything was looking 2d for me and when i looked at him his face was like really big and freaked me out a little bit actually and everything was like moving and skipping it was like a super altered reality. He helped me walk to the kitchen to get a glass of water and as soon as i took a sip the effect went away but then came back straight away and i almost dropped the glass so i put it down and went back to sit in the room, shortly after my friend started to feel the effect from the weed and he was just laughing at me after that point and i thought we were really fucked after he was off his face too. We both decied to go chill on the couch, he layed me on the couch and my head was just spinning the whole time and still had very little control over myself, he did freak me out a little bit because when i asked him something he would just stare at me for a bit and then say "huh?" it did start to get pretty funny tho, i just kept saying how i wish it was over!. He put the fresh prince of bell air on his laptop and there was no hope of me watching that, i tried but everything just kept replaying and skipping audio and shit and it freaked me out so we were both sitting on the couch and we were both completely fucked off our faces at this point, he was laughing at everything and i think i was too but i was too fucked up to realise then he put my legs on his lap and he said go to sleep (so weird), (BTW this was all spread out over a span of 3 hours) I kept trying to go to sleep and eventually i did then a couple of hours later i woke up and was super relaxed and felt like the real effect was here but i wasn't in the right mindset to enjoy the high after what had just happened in the past hours and how scared i was but i also affected his happy high and made him paranoid and scared aswell as me he was so happy when i got up and looked him in the eyes because he knew that i was back and we were both so happy, the happiest i have ever been because the bad part was over and i had control now, we just chilled on the couched talking about wtf just happened and i was telling him about what was happening to me and he was saying how scared he was and i said sorry so many times after what i put him through with me because at first he thought i was faking it when we were outside but he soon knew it was real we both started crying so much and he was telling me some sad stories about his past and i was aswell and we both were just crying there and hugging each other for a while and i just kept saying how much i miss my girlfriend because she was over seas at that time and i could not stop myself crying no matter how hard i tried, we both couldnt, after that we were just reapeating how happy we were that it was over and we both said we would never do it again and that i put him off of weed after he seen the effect it had on me,(we were high through all of this) (This all started at 1:34 and it was now 6am) and we fell asleep again, the next morning we woke up and the effect was about 70-80% gone so i still had somewhat of a light high, i had no idea how because of how many hours it had been but it was extremely relaxing and felt so amazing especially on the long car ride we went on that day i just sunk into the seat with relaxation, was so good . My friend still has weed leftover and even though i was 100% i would never do it again, im convinced that it was just a bad place at night on wide open land and i wasnt expecting the effect to be so hard and i still want to give it another try but take things VERY slow instead of just puffing the fuck out of trying to get high and i want to do it in a well lit place in the day so i don't freak the fuck out like before. I would really like some feedback on the experience i have just explained and if anyone else had experience anything like this before and any in depth advice or tips on how to have an enjoyable high would be Greatly appreciated, thank you!!!!, i don't want this first time to completely put me off weed all together. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SukonmiSkunk Posted June 30, 2015 Report Share Posted June 30, 2015 this is all in your mind... youre ok now arent you?its amazing how the mind can play tricks on you.. you start getting worried.. not realising whats going on.. and it escalates because you dont know how to calm yourself.. and say im just wasted.. everything will be fine..getting stoned for the first time is always going to be like this.. you dont know what to expect.. you get head spins and feel faint.. you need to ride that out.. and reaslise, no one has ever died from smoking half a joint.. and everything will be fine in a few hours..sometimes a drink of orange juice helps calm you down and bring the high back down a little.. you need to look back on this experience and think to yourself.. fuk i was wasted, but i feel ok now.. maybe it was all in my head.. its pretty normal thing to go through for the first time smoking.. most people did.. but then you realise a few days later your fine.. the world hasnt ended.. and all the shit you were taught in skool about marijauana was all lies. ofc some poeple cant handle weed.. and its probaly not good to smoke it.. like anything else.. next time take a toke.. leave it a few mins.. it takes a while to fully hit.. then have a another if you think you want it..baby steps...all you need to know is, no matter how wasted you get it wont last like that for very long.. and you just need to relax.. and not heighten the anxiety.. breath.,. meditate.. no one has ever died from being too stoned.. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dingo-2008 Posted June 30, 2015 Report Share Posted June 30, 2015 Just Like Skunk said,It is quite normal to feel like you did on your first smoke of cannabis. Everyone has different effect from cannabis so don't freak out,Just have a few small tokes of the joint next time an sit back an let the stone come on an make sure you have a mate with you. Do you know what strain of cannabis you were smoking as sativa will give you a racey high stone an indica will make you couch locked =sleepy an feel like you just like to sit there an talk an relax. Happy smoking an most of all enjoy yourself an relax. your not the first or the last one to feel like you did.pmsl Regards,Dingo-2008. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ozzy420 Posted June 30, 2015 Report Share Posted June 30, 2015 Thread locked you are only 16 and should not be posting on the boards Being 16 and admiting that you smoke can bring us unwanted trouble. The rules are you have to be 18 to join, sorry to be an ass but we have to cover our own assers... 6 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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