Possible brain tumour. Last resort.

[smokditup]

Hey guys. I am absoutley fed up with the bullshit thats been plauging me the last few months. Let me start by saying I havent smoked weed in over a year due to anxiety issues and panic attacks that I experience from it although I do love growing the weed and have been growing for many many years now. Inside and out.

 

August this year I went to my doctor for a routine blood test (anxiety to see if my health is okay). First time ever it came back not good. My sodium and potassium levels were through the roof. Same with my urine osmality. Bassically... Im always dehydrated and cant contain water...

 

I was rushed to hospital thinking what the fuck is going on? I had a ECG and another bloodtest which resulted in normal levels... The following day it was back and a little worse... I was then referred to a specialist... and told him I cant live like this .. drinking 8 litres a day and pissing like a pregnant women... He said ive got an insufficient hormone called ADH which is produced by the piturity gland in my brain (My kidneys dont retain water well)...

 

He told me not to worry and its not that severe of a case compared to other people.

The medication he could give me is very bad considering I dont have my condition like some people... I accepted and went home...

 

I Was still feeling shit and had another blood test 2 months later (2 DAYS AGO) ... It came back okayish... but with high sodium in urine (not my blood this time)...

 

So what does it mean? it means that my ADH hormone fluctuates. Some days im good, Some days im not....

 

Ive just had an hour long appointment with a different endocrinologist that thinks I have a small tumour on my brain which is causing this. There is NO other explanation... But still wont medicate me... He said to keep drinking water and im waiting for back for some more complex blood tests e.g catachome levels , testosterone , plasma in blood, Electrolytes. Some hardcore stuff ive never heard of ...

 

 

I wont know my results until wednesday...

 

So guys, it doesnt look good and quite possibly could need brain surgery in the near future because tumours DO grow... But he did mention there is medication for it that can shrink it... But cannot help my sodium issues...

 

 

So im asking you all on here to suggest me a strain. The reason why I dont smoke is because I have anxiety simpy.. I have been on anti depressents all my life since I was 12 years old. I am 22 now. and recently have just stopped taking them for hte first time in my life one month ago because they thought it was causing my issues....

 

I am not going to bother taking any more medication to fix my anxiety. I can;t risk it anymore.

Im asking on here for all your advice to recommend a strain for me to sort all this out. I have been taking alot of pandadine forte / valium to lower my anxiety. I am really struggling and I cant continue to do this anymore.

 

Marijuana scares me. It scares me because I have had some terrible experiences with the herb. Full blown panic attacks and thinking that im loosing my mind and on the verge of insanity. I have OCD and derealiaztion disorder aswell... So im a bit of a mess..

 

So in the end... Can anyone recommend to some anxiety strains? I love the feel of opiates and benzos. By research I am looking for a 100 pure indica strain. I cant handle the racing thoughts and paranoia and the feeling of been deattached from my body from sativa strains. I have only smoked bigbud and various bagseed hydro which I have no idea what they were..

 

So please send your ideas this way

 

Thanks guys!

Brad

[SeaBee]

Hello all, and Greetings from Germany. Brad sorry to hear about your conditions. Have you considered RSO, it could possible be the answer to your problems "all around". Hope this helps you out mate. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dvosdIXyjWM

[AlwaysBeCool420]

Hi,

I have had similar experiences and also quit because of it. Doing research, I have found as well that the Indica's are the way to go. The best one I have found so far is Pakistan Valley (world of seeds). It is a pure landrace which basically means it hasn't been crossed with anything. It has a very pleasant lavender taste, and its the only weed that has ever put me to sleep. I don't have any side effects except it really makes you sleepy with a couch lock from hell! Hope this helps, Peace ABC

 

P.S. You may have heard of people like Rick Simpson (Run from the cure) using cannabis oil to heal certain tumors. Look up the documentary "Run from the cure" it may also help.

Edited December 22, 2012 by AlwaysBeCool420