Jabez man i understand...a little. In my case, Alcoholism. Had it-drank it. Had it lost it. House, wife, it goes on...friends. State or govt or religious organizations did not 'cure' me or assist me in my disease. Though paying legitimate lip sevice for 'cred' in the eyes of the UN re this sort of matter no doubt. You see, they are as weak as we are so we MUSN"T give them any more power to remove our freedoms 'to'-cos dey jus as sick as us. I gotta say Frazz and Naych are speaking wisdom (I believe) in these sorts of matters. Be discerning of course, but don't put the blinkers on-its gonna be a slow process.
Personally, I would maybe try a vaporizer? You got the runs on the board jabez, noone is denying that or discrediting you but man Sativex is not the way to go. As soon as the $ touch ANYTHING it will become tainted and corrupt by the shear nature of the fiscal/economic modes we employ today which in my opinion is run by PURE EVIL (IMF, illuminati, satan-call it what you will). I can't support any 'cause' that will give these entities my minimal freedom (GOD-GIVEN) to look after ourselves-they are already doing it with our food and clothes-go buy an Australian pair of socks if you can find any. Frozen chips?-same place as the seeds
N.L. We have given soooo much away already man. No more! Not our medicine. Some people are unable to take many prescription meds as well. I really feel for your situation and kinda think it ain't a pot problem. The Power in each and every one of us is untapped. It doesn't mean we're supposed handle these matters alone though. have you sought any counselling professionally. Don't dis it too quick. Just unloading to people who understand how to listen in a non-judgemental manner can be Spirit-elevating.
Like Hotrod13 man-let people buy over the counter xxxx or sati-bionic-ex or whatever, but leave the freedom to brew home brew and grow? Oh, brick-classic mate. wouldn't guess it but I was a member of the NRA moons ago. I had to chuckle when they took all the guns here and everybody just watched. It taught me much about the way people are thinking these days-not much.
sorry about the ramble jabez but if this goes through ya gotta count it as a setback for cannabis in Australia. that's the way they work. They make you think you are having a win and having fun whilst robbing you and stealing your soul at the same time....smiling all the way....and we think we're getting a miracle. Semper Vigilans
Peace always brother. v