TODAY/TONIGHT -DEATH MJ

[Black_one]

Same here I put up with years of mental abuse from most of my fucked up family. From the age of 6 I was put in the middle of all the fights, I started to rebell at school from year 1 upwards and they wondered why?

 

Then they started me on the drugs...... trying to fix a problem the could have been cured by a stable home and a small ammount of love. I have been told by loved ones that they no longer love me and they want to kill me as a young child. I never had a home as they used me in all the fights. They once tryd to put me in a mental home at the age of 14. They sent me back saying there was not a thing wrong with me. That all but the depression They had me zonked out on major drugs...... I have lived with almost every member of my large family and there all the same. That is on my mothers side.....

 

I was beeten by my mother when she was pissed, every time she started I wouldent hit back cause I love her too much. I discovered Mj @ age 16 I think it was what really saved me from killing my self (I wont say the s ward i hate it). Well theres been alot worse shit then that and i think if i went into it I could influancew anyone to kill these people. they truly are sick....

 

I was wondering how many of us have undured abuse and become stoners?

 

EDIT: Sorry bout the spelling im just a lil pissed off...

Edited December 2, 2003 by Black_one

[Guest billy bonger]

Black one,

 

Definetly influence my life at the age of 14-15yrs is when i first started smoking pot and drinking was a bit before at about12-13yrs.

 

I smoked less of the MJ from 16-17 and hit the piss(wrong crowd),nightly,one day i decided i'd had enough(17),took back up with the MJ,never touch alcohol now it distroys peoples lives.I can handle being thought of as not cool.

 

When lifes tough and you can't change it you do feel "S",alcohol makes it worse, i don't see that MJ does, it's a natural anti- depressant

Billy-bonger

Edited December 2, 2003 by billy bonger

[syk613]

Not to make light of this thread but it reads like a trip to the psychiartrist couch or an AA/NA meeting, sounds like it might be useful for my own peaceof mind also.

 

Hi my name is Syk and I like pot:

 

My folks would have met around the early '70s around the time heroin was getting big (due to US govt need to pay for there SE asian wars, yes there were more than one going on at that time.)

 

They started using not knowing the consequneces of addiction or disease like we do now, found themselves addicted and my mum pregnant, moved away and got on the done then had me, one of the 1st done addicted babies born, they got off that slowly, (fucking horrible way to get off heroin, hitler is still torturing us)

 

But my mum was fucked by the withdrawls it really hit her hard and hit the bottle for a few months and it took her a while to get off it but now is a research scientist working and publishing highly respected journals,

 

my dad got over the done, but took up the drink and in a bad way, actually for the next 25 years he used H as well, But they were great parents and I would never In my wildest dreams replace mine with some straight arse

perfect family because I have a shit load of life experience from what they knew and were able to pass on to me and becasue I have seen this shit 1st hand altho I must add I was never hit, negelceted or felt UNLOVED.

 

I totally sympathise that for some the only thing you have in common with your parent/s is that you share thre same genes, but it is not all bad and some parents are only doing what they canunder the circumstances and they are only human (IMO) altho I wouldn't say I have come out of my childhood without a few demons in my upstairs closet. Peace

Edited December 2, 2003 by syk613