TODAY/TONIGHT -DEATH MJ

[hsvbud]

i just wanted to say i was sooo angry when i watched that to think that that women really and honestly believes MJ killed her son!!! It would be like saying and person who kills themselves and had a drink of alcohol well then thats what killed them, ahh she trying to blame something else instead of what really was the problem HER! its story's like this that mis-inform the nation and think it is a deadly drug like speed or herion! ah sorry people i had to vent some angry because im still really pissed off at it still!!!

[Guest Babybear]

THere is anotehr thread that was started about this subject recently

[Guest Wilderbud]

Yeah man. I cant say I know how controlling my mother is because Ive always been free to do what I want but ersuaded to stay safe and not hurt anyone but I know some parents are too protective and it can fuck with their heads enough to make them have their child live a controlled and secluded life.

 

My stepdad poured Hydrochloric Acid on my plants and told everyone [friends, neighbours, doctors, shop keepers, even my first boss when he rang me up] that I smoked weed every day. I bled for hours and lost some taste after smoking my sick plant without knowing what happened to it and he probably hindered my career and social life because everyone always saying 'should give up drugs' when my pot smoking was secretive.

 

I was forced out of home and couldnt compete at school because of the pressure he put on my life. He was probably the person who wrote a note about 'why my dad was killed' and left it for me also which was the breaking point for me. I do not lie when I say I was in that poor kids shoes - the garage was looking good a month after moving back home to support that pricks gambling addiction that ruined my mothers life.

 

Dont let parents fuck your future and dont believe media hype - that woman sounds like a liar to me and Ive been around! Ask her friends [if she has any] what the kid was like - chances are his life was all downhill.

 

PS. It took me 8 years to get the letter out of my head [alcohol and work didnt do it - a breakdown at a psychologists did] and my stepdad left after I threatened to cut his head off because of the letter - it was a real threat out of desperation to live without mental abuse.

[Wezz]

Fuck me...thats some heavy shit Wilder!...

 

.Although I've had too many fights with my parents, I still appreciate what they have done for me...

[RobbieGanjaSeed]

Me too. My parents have fucked up raising me, although I know they had the very best of intentions.

 

I recently asked a worker in an old people's nursing home, why no one visited their aging folk. I visited as often as possible, my dieing grandmother.

 

The nurse simply told me that some parents burnt their bridges with the kids, long before they found their ways into nursing homes.

 

So I guess kids and parents have awide variety of relationships, and not all parents seem to win over the respect they wish thay had.

 

rob

[Guest Wilderbud]

My parents were cool but my old stepdad was not right in the head - itd be a relief to torture him.

[Chev]

My parents were cool but my old stepdad was not right in the head - itd be a relief to torture him.

Understandable. My parents did the best they could, or knew how to do. My mum was a patient, quiet mum. I was close to her, even through my teen years, and still am now. My dad.......we are very similar in temperement, and attitude, and we still can't live together really, to this day But he suffered from Post Traumatic Stress Disorder very very severley up until the last 5 years or so. And he was shocking when me and my bro were little, used to flip at the drop of a hat. I still idolised him, he was my dad and nothing could touch him. He's still a drinker, once a week now though. Can't sleep without sleepers, and has a dependence on pain killers to get through the day after an accident at work left him fucked, and royally screwed our family up for a good 7 years. Because of our so called 'justice system'. Fucking hypocritical crap. Read this if you're interested, it was after my dad had lost his case, and I was deperatley trying to contact anyone who would or could help, the media being a good place to start. It's about 1/2 way down the page, it's a bit emabarassing, and way off track, but a beautiful example of why I hate everything about our legal system. And not just because I'm a pot smoker who's involved in the activism side of it.

So, if anyone has been jinxed, it's him. Been through a lot the last 10 years, had a sister die from breast cancer a couple of years back, and just found out my nan has cancer, at 88. But I've never been closer to him, it's pulled us together more than anything. Anyway, enough emotional shit for one morning

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[Guest billy bonger]

Chev ,

I really feel for you, you've had a really rough time,there never is any juctice for the little people is there

 

 

My father died when i was young from alcohol,he was also violent and used to beat the crap out of my mum and was pretty cruel to my brothers, then there were the new boyfriends 1 too strict(truck driver),would belt the daylights outa us, 1(a wharfy) pretty much neglected us,they'd both disappear to have there own life,at the pub, rsl whatever,(bring home all the drunk wharfy's and fisherman you could imagine)she,mum went back and forth between them,they kicked us kids all out one at a time 5 kids , i was 15 when i was kicked out.

 

The stricter one has years ago died from cancer, the other one died from drink related illness.(KARMA).

 

I still have respect for my mum, but were not as close as we could be, i think she feels that too.

 

billy bonger

[Chev]

That's rough BB, especially at that age, any age really. You sound as though you know where you're headed in life though, and you sound like a strong person.

The stricter one has years ago died from cancer, the other one died from drink related illness.(KARMA).

Karma has a strange way of returning to bite someone in the ass sometimes Billy

[Guest billy bonger]

I think you can be made stronger by hardships in life, in the end like it or lump it, it's what makes us what we are.

 

billy bonger

 

 

What you give out will come back times three.