Mega Mould

[DarkSpark]

3 month residential rehab clinic as I am such a bad pot junkie. Don't worry will be back they wont brainwash me.

Ehhhh, god that shits me >=[ fucking rehab for someone who smokes pot. i'd spit on em if i could.

 

and yes, don't let anyone brainwash you... Ask them for proof of the fact that cannabis is physically addictive and such. Keep asking hard to answer questions. It is what the media do to make people stumble... If someone can't actually answer a question, it will get them thinking themselves... Then they might tell someone else etc... anywho,

 

hope all is well mate, tough break there for ya. But life goes on, eh ?

[merl1n]

Hi Mark,

they consider everything DOC's or drug of choice. Be it pot, speed, heroin, alcohol they are all DOC's. If you try to tell the churchies that their church is also a drug, they get a release of endorphins from attending. They will have you hung drawn and quatered on the spot.

My theory, and they are all theories, nobody has the ' answer ', is we all have a crutch, something we lean on when we need it. Be it, drugs, alcohol, sex, church, spouses, work, etc etc we all rely on someone or something. Someplaces give this a nasty title like 'addiction' then label you an addict with no distiction between. if you smoke pot or take H it doesn't matter you are an evil druggie.

I drunk like a fish, shoved needles in my viens, but i did not have a problem with alcohol nor drugs. I had/have a problem with addiction. I can get addicted to anything the internet, computer games, my work, drugs, sex and more sex. Personally and this only works for me and i am not saying this is your or anydody elses answer. I choose what i consider to be the lesser of my evils to use as a crutch. POT. I still enjoy the others but not to the point of dependance...... 'Oh i can't get out of bed without my fix'or I need a snort to start the day.

Remember, your view of your consumption determines your label. pot smoker or drug addict, drinker or alcoholic. They want you to identify yourself with the label. They love the idea you abuse drugs to escape reality and they are here to save you from yourself. One councellor said to me "do you know what SOBER stand for Son Of a Bitch, Everything's Real. And I am here to help you deal with that reality" I stood up and told him that "this reality is mine fuckwit and you ain't living it so piss off out of my reality" that got me a big BLACK cross.

 

In short, do the program but don't become programmed

They like to push people's buttons to get a reaction. Don't react, well not in front of them if you do it shows how emotionally weak you are and that you may need more intensive treatment. Like 9 mths

Say YES and NO at all the right times. Have them tick all the right boxes

If you do have net access, don't even use it. One click of the mouse in the wrong box and Ta Ta

DO NOT stir shit. Shit has a habit of rolling down hill and you're at the bottom

Once they are satisfied that you understand that you have a problem (whether you do or not)

They become satisfied that they have helped you deal with your problem. They are your saviours

It makes them feel good about themselves.

 

I say all this shit now and wish like hell I had followed my own advice back then.

So long as we learn something from each experience, that experience isn't wasted.

 

Good luck with it, if we don't hear from you for 4 mths, I'll presume you went back to the big house.

Don't let it get to you. You are still your own person

 

Merl1n

[mark601]

Thanks for the advice makes sense. I don't have a problem with drugs apart from the narrow mindedness of the establishment & have been down the path of serious addiction before with H not going there again. I can use a couple of times a month & find it much more enjoyable than using everyday.

Will be hard playing the game as find it hard to tolerate idiots but fuck me more than 3 months would be a drama so will play their headfuck games.

Thanks heaps again for the advice I'll let u know how it went when get out.

Edited June 13, 2010 by mark601

[merl1n]

If you've been there with H and have already made that conscious decision not to return, you'll do fine. You have more info than 1/2 the specialist in the field. Your knowledge is first hand, 90% of theirs is from a book or 'shared' experience of others. When are you due to go in?

Darkspark said "Ask them for proof of the fact that cannabis is physically addictive and such. Keep asking hard to answer questions". Don't do this!!! challenging them in that environment shows you as defiant and not part of the program. Outside their environment, sure challenge, but not there, not under a court order.

 

Merl1n

[mark601]

Go in sometime in July so just sitting around in Perth waiting straight & bored shitless. Smoked up in prison but not since getting out which was a couple of weeks ago.

 

Can't wait till all over want to get things happening although got a few months till growing season. I wont challenge them as I want to get out ASAP.

 

Worse part about everything is that I lost my seed bank I've been breeding for 20 years & had an awesome strain going.

Every time I tried someones elses so called good strain it was a mophy so I am a bit nervous about acquiring a good strain.

 

Does anyone else have trouble with mophies ?

[merl1n]

Hi Mark,

Prison is a bastard like that all those plans all those ideas gone or at least on hold. Start over again you can't change it. Just do your time and get on with it. Life goes on and plans change.

When you say 'mophies' do you mean Hermis?

Merl1n

[mark601]

Yeah mean hermies, mongrel bloody things

[melindaskrapz]

The mould. I am an outdoor grower in suburban sydney and I have been battling with the mould as well. I have found the only thing that works is to cull all plants showing signs of it. I know it hurts but if you dont it will continue to spread through your crop causing death and destruction. Two of my indica winter grow plants started showing signs and truly nothing fies it. If you find something that works let me know please but I wouldnt risk transmitting through everything

[STONEDAJ69]

Hi Mark,

they consider everything DOC's or drug of choice. Be it pot, speed, heroin, alcohol they are all DOC's. If you try to tell the churchies that their church is also a drug, they get a release of endorphins from attending. They will have you hung drawn and quatered on the spot.

My theory, and they are all theories, nobody has the ' answer ', is we all have a crutch, something we lean on when we need it. Be it, drugs, alcohol, sex, church, spouses, work, etc etc we all rely on someone or something. Someplaces give this a nasty title like 'addiction' then label you an addict with no distiction between. if you smoke pot or take H it doesn't matter you are an evil druggie.

I drunk like a fish, shoved needles in my viens, but i did not have a problem with alcohol nor drugs. I had/have a problem with addiction. I can get addicted to anything the internet, computer games, my work, drugs, sex and more sex. Personally and this only works for me and i am not saying this is your or anydody elses answer. I choose what i consider to be the lesser of my evils to use as a crutch. POT. I still enjoy the others but not to the point of dependance...... 'Oh i can't get out of bed without my fix'or I need a snort to start the day.

Remember, your view of your consumption determines your label. pot smoker or drug addict, drinker or alcoholic. They want you to identify yourself with the label. They love the idea you abuse drugs to escape reality and they are here to save you from yourself. One councellor said to me "do you know what SOBER stand for Son Of a Bitch, Everything's Real. And I am here to help you deal with that reality" I stood up and told him that "this reality is mine fuckwit and you ain't living it so piss off out of my reality" that got me a big BLACK cross.

 

In short, do the program but don't become programmed

They like to push people's buttons to get a reaction. Don't react, well not in front of them if you do it shows how emotionally weak you are and that you may need more intensive treatment. Like 9 mths

Say YES and NO at all the right times. Have them tick all the right boxes

If you do have net access, don't even use it. One click of the mouse in the wrong box and Ta Ta

DO NOT stir shit. Shit has a habit of rolling down hill and you're at the bottom

Once they are satisfied that you understand that you have a problem (whether you do or not)

They become satisfied that they have helped you deal with your problem. They are your saviours

It makes them feel good about themselves.

 

I say all this shit now and wish like hell I had followed my own advice back then.

So long as we learn something from each experience, that experience isn't wasted.

 

Good luck with it, if we don't hear from you for 4 mths, I'll presume you went back to the big house.

Don't let it get to you. You are still your own person

 

Merl1n

 

I agree entirely... I've done just about every drug you can name. And quit em all too. the one thing I have left is my weed. If some government wanker tried to take that from me, I dont know what I'd do.